nursery calling

Oh boy!!! Am I tired. 9 little kids in nursery all crying for their mothers. This is my new calling in church. To be honest there were other sisters in there, but I am still tired. The kids a awfully cute, I have to say. The 1st and 2nd couselours came in to set me apart and one of them caught a little girs fingers right in the door. I heard screaming, turned around and saw 4 little fingers just sticking out. She was ok, but we had to bring her back to her parents.
This has been a good week. I spent time with my kids and grandkids at the beach. And also Ben, Molly and Max came swimming at my pool. With their mom, of course. We really had a good time and will go to the beach next week.
But boy did I pay a price for not going to the nursing home almost all week. My mother tried to make me feel so guilty but that just isn't going to work anymore. I do my best and that's it. Anyone might think she is getting dementia, but not my mother. She is just working everybody at the home.
I am going to a caregiver focus group at the end of July. I just need to talk to other people going through the same thing. I really need some support.
Tomorrow i have to take a pt to her Dr's appointment in the morning. And go and take my mother to hers. Marie Walker again. Oh goodnight nurse!!
I did go to FFld U. last night with my friend Louise for the Pops concert and it felt good to do something entertaining. Tues night is Dancing with The Stars and I am going with my daughter. And that will be great fun.